My Number 4

I look at each day as a new beginning, a fresh start. I also look at each month as a fresh start, a new journey. Which is exactly what I plan on venturing into this month. It won't be as soon as I had hoped, but it will happen!

This month begins my journey into photography - for real. Sorry to be bringing this subject up again, but it is what has been on my mind the most lately. Besides the everyday mundane routines, this excites me! This is MY new adventure!

Recently I have felt in limbo. Like I don't exactly "belong" or "fit". Most people I know have a thing - hobbies, jobs, careers...I know that I have my daughter, my family and my home, but lately I have felt like I need something more. Something to expand my mind! I have searched for years to find the right spot. To experience that moment of "AHA! This is for me! This just feels right!" And in the past decade, I felt this exactly 3 times.

Count 'em: 1, 2, 3.

1) Emma being born.

2) Marrying the love of my life.

3) Buying our first home.

I am ready for number 4 to come along! And for me, my number 4 is photography! And go figure - four just so happens to be my favorite number!

Meant to be? I think so!